Sunday, 4 December 2011

In loving memory



My  Body Weeps Milk


My body weeps milk
  and every sweet drop is for you


I've told it to stop
  but still it flows
    like the tears that leave 
       the taste of salt on my lips


My body shrinks
  and the emptiness expands
     echoing an aching silence


I chase memories like fading rainbows
   your sweet voice
       your peaceful gaze
            your angelic smile


You washed away time
   and painted on my heart
     the secrets of love and joy
        humility and selflessness


But I left you there
  wrapped gently in white
    the fresh soil that embraces you now
       still caked on my hands


And with every anguishing step away
  I knew I would forever be
    chasing 
       fading 
           rainbows




Gone


without
no longer
no more


empty arms
shriveled insides
dried milk


shattered expectations
splicing my feet


lost
too late


nothingness
hollowness
suffocating Silence


gone
no breath
no heartbeat
never again


gone





Sweetness


on your breath a flower blooms
in your eyes the sky reflects the calm waters of eternity
with your smile a thousand years of happiness enters my heart


i keep you close
You hear my heart


in your sleep, 
                 your sweetness drapes the world in a mist of dreams
the softness of your skin like petals floating on a breeze
your wings hidden by the light of stars


i keep you close
You hear my heart


- To our sweet Samira, love Mommy - 2011















Saturday, 9 October 2010

do you propose a toast?

So it's about time for a wedding update!!  (believe me I have about three drafts of updates but somehow I never end up pushing the publish button)....Slowly but surely things have been falling into place, however the list of things to do seems to be growing exponentially!  But first, a step back in time to my initial attempts at blogging about my wedding.....

September 3rd, 2010
In two months, I literally flew around the world with stops in Istanbul, Chicago, Denver, LA, Tokyo and Cairo.  And my last stop before heading back to my home in Arusha, was Zanzibar.  I hadn't seen Fesal during the whole of those two months and as the ferry from Dar Es Salaam pulled into the Stonetown harbor, I looked anxiously out on the dock below trying to find him amongst the crowd.  His mother, who had traveled to Dar to greet me,  laughed when she realized why I was looking so avidly down below and urged me to get in line with the horde of people pushing their way through the already cramped passagways.  And then all of a sudden he was there!  He shot me a smile that made my heart leap and then relieved both me and his mother of the bags weighing on our shoulders.  I was surprised at my own giddiness and wide smile that seemed could never be erased from my face.  Later he told me that to get to us faster, he had jumped the side of the boat opposite the ramp where people were slowly emptying out....It could have been a scene out of a movie.  In fact, the whole story of our meeting is a tale fit for the screen, or at least an engrossing novelette.  Someday, I will tell it....

Anyway, the highlight of my brief stay on Zanzibar was finding the place for the second day of our wedding festivities.  Ironically, it will be at the ruins of Princess Salme's Palace.  I say ironically, because her story is similar to mine and although it hasn't yet been made into a film (at far as I know) there are tales about her life that pass from ear to ear like rumors that turn into legends.  When Fei and I went to the ruins we both instantly felt it was the perfect place.  Old crumbling walls with elaorate archways and a direct view of the sea.  Yep, perfect! 

I have read the diaries of Princess Salme in the soft heat of the Zanzibar, not knowing at the time, that my life would in some ways mirror hers.  Here is a link to a brief story about her life: http://www.zanzibar-travel-guide.com/bradt_guide.asp?bradt=1911

September 28th, 2010
But now, one month later,  I am wondering, does anyone besides professional wedding planners know what they're getting themselves into when planning a wedding?  And to complicate things, we've got two seperate days of events and two completely cultural expectations to address.  For one, I am NOT doing the stage thing.  Here in Tanzania, they have this tradition of putting the bride and groom (poor souls) on a stage decorated in fake satin, fake flowers and plastic garlands, where they have to sit,  unsmiling and sweating under a spotlight while the rest of audience looks on.  There's no speech or food or drink.  It's like looking into an old Sears window display of miserable looking manicans.  Nope, not gonna happen.  

But there are a few very interesting compromises that are going to be made.  For example, although we will be wed traditionally in a room separate from the guests, save for family and a few witnesses, we will emerge and then pronounce our vows in front of everyone and exchange rings (which, by the way, are being made by a metal-smith friend of mine using the seashells that Fei and I collected on the northern beach of Zanzibar two summers ago).  But the flavor of that first day, will be unmistakably Zanzibarian, complete with chai and halua - a sweet dark jelly that tastes of roasted almond and seasame.

Oct 3rd.
A card in the making.

Our work space, looking organized as usual.
my swahili is getting really good writing this message over and over and...
even the envelope has little pasties
So, Fesal and I decided to design our own invitations to be given out to his family and friends.  While in the states I spent almost a week designing an invitation that was a large collage of various scraps of handmade paper highlighted with gold calligraphy. Then I took its picture and sent it to all my family and friends via email.  But computers are slim to none in the average Tanzanian home, so we again went artsy-fartsy and are now in the midst of cutting, pasting and writing 150 individual invitations by hand....well, its been great to collaborate together, both in its design and production, but if it weren't for his continuing good mood throughout, I would be second -guessing our decision....but, I do have to say - they will NOT be what his family and friends expect.  We are using handmade paper I picked up in Japan and the same gold calligraphy pens that I used to make the emailed invitation.  Check them out!


Oct. 7th
So today I went with Fei to the local crafts market.   We were looking for a certain kind of basket made of dried coconut leaves.  There are about a handful of various styles of woven baskets that you can get there, all made from slightly different natural materials and different weaving techniques.  But Fei and I wanted to find the one that was the simplest.  Why? Because we want to place an order for 150 plate-size baskets - one for each of our wedding guests on which to eat their meal.  It was an idea that came to us when I was wondering how were were going to get 150 sets of plateware and glasses for our guests if we weren't going to use a caterer (Fei's brother and relatives are going to all take part in the meal preparations).  Renting might be an option and at one Zanzibar wedding they used paper plates and cups. Well, for some that might be one way to reduce costs, but that's not a corner I'm willing to cut - not to mention my tree hugger side of me cringing at the thought of all the waste.... 

Surpisingly, we were successful in finding what we were looking for: flat simply woven coconut leaf place mats - something that could easily be made in the shape of a plate.  But it got complicated when we tried to get the contact of the actual craftsman who made them.  Most shop dealers claimed not to know the number of the craftsman and one even tried to make a deal charging us $9 per plate.  I wonder how much of that would actually have gone to the person making the plate.   

In any case, we have made the first step.  In two days we head to Zanzibar and maybe there we will find a basket weaver community that can make exactly what we want and be able to deal with them directly.  And maybe on that search we will also come to know the craftsmen who make the cups made of dried cocunut shells - another non-conventional touch to add to the table spread.   And then there's the menu to go over with his brother and Mom, and meeting with Salim to ask about where to get wine glasses, and going to see the space where the first day of our wedding festivities will take place, and looking for a place to rent Fei's suit, and going to florists - its no wonder there are so many romantic-comediesbased around weddings plans!!! The ample opportunity for melodramatic mayhem and misunderstandings could fill 100s of scripts...

Oct. 8th





Today I found a bra for $1!!!  My dress designer is the one who suggested it - "Just go to mitumba!"  (mitumba meaning any second-hand clothes market) - and it was while she and I looked down remorsefully at how uncooperative my boobs were being in making any sort of impact in her canvas wedding dress.   Rather than risk making a design that didn't work, she had me buy 4 yards of off-white light canvas fabric to make a sample before cutting up my chosen fabric.  Despite the lack of frontal cleavage, the dress as a whole was quite impressive and I can't even imagine how amazing it will be when she makes it in the beautiful, gilded, pure silk Indian saree that I bought in India-town Chicago.   I was going to put up a pic of the saree - but my designer convinced me to wait until I get real pics of the day that I actually wear the dress.  But i'll put up the canvas dress pics...

So, I found a bra that provided the effect that we were looking for and if everything goes as planned, on January 7th my boobs will be getting a lift that they haven't felt for nearly five years.  You see, when I got to Japan, I no longer felt the need to fake anything more than what I had because 80% of everyone around me had about just as much as me - and all my bras got stuffed in a corner of the closet and hence never made it to Africa.   But I guess, with my $1 strapless pulled out of a 4 foot pile of other unwanted bras, for one day, it wouldn't hurt to highlight what so poignantly defines a woman as a woman - thus man will be joined with woooooooman.


  





Saturday, 24 July 2010

Kasia's getting MARRIED?!?!?


To all Friends and Family,

So, it finally happened! I decided to make the hitch! And here you will find all the information related to the happy celebration set for January 7th and 8th, 2011. Even if you are not planning on coming, this blog will help you keep connected, despite the distance, to all the developments and activities right up to the actual day. For those who are thinking that it might be a possibility to make the journey, the page entitled Zanzibar Wedding to the right is also where I plan to continually post information to help you make the best out of your trip.

FYI, you may be informed by email when I make updates by "following" this blog (click on the "follow" link at the very bottom)

OK, I'm done with all the boring prose and from now on plan to blabber poetically about all the gushy stuff that comes with this strangely earthy while at the same time highly otherworldly turn of events....

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

Usually

The funny thing is I’m perfectly fine. Ok, let me back up a little.

Last week a thief came in through a hole in the fence…no, let me back up even further.

About three weeks ago I stopped listening to my voice of reason. It first began the day I was so absorbed in telling my student some last minute instructions that I was completely oblivious to the tornado of little people that had emptied from the art room next door and were busy moving benches and stools from my room back into the art room for the next class. It was the unmistakable sound of wood against wood resonating with strings and a crunch that shocked me to my surroundings with slap in the face. I knew without even looking that my dear 200-year-old friend had suffered an injury from the pervading storm and my eyes only confirmed what made my stomach twist and harden. Amongst shock and tears I don’t really know what came out of my mouth as I held my cello before me and took in the sight of a bridge snapped in two.

It wasn’t until the soft touch and reassuring voice of my friend Imraan came edging into my awareness that I was once again brought back to the reality of the room. I looked up to find myself surrounded by a frozen forest of solemn faced students and parents, some still holding their bench in mid-stride. I don’t know how it was – but somehow after just one inhale and long exhale, I was able to turn the situation into a positive learning experience for everyone, calling them near to see what happened and calmly reminding everyone to be careful on busy Saturdays, etc. etc. And I put my cello to rest on my bed and returned to proceed with Josephs lesson, the regular hum of the school having kicked back into speed as if the crash had never happened.

The harsher reality is that the voice had said, “Don’t put your cello here.” But I hadn’t heeded its warning, thinking it was far enough in a corner to be safe. But I knew it had been right, which is why I didn’t have to look to know what that resonating crunch had been…..

A year and a half ago, I went on a journey with my father to Taos, New Mexico. Something had strongly made me want to retrace the route I had taken in my childhood with my late grandparents, and Taos had been one of the many places that had left an undeniable impression on me. Walking the path of ghosts I meandered through the Taos Pueblo taking in the earth made hard into walls and pottery, and the strings of silver, feathers, beads and stone.

Then I saw it, or it saw me. A pendant of turquoise, yellow, black and burnt orange. It was beautiful and it fell into my hands as if it were waiting to do so. So powerful it was it became the token of the memory of that journey that my father and I had taken. A journey of letting the past go with the dying winds of autumn, and standing still in the possibilities of now.

And this token, I took with me here. But one day last week I woke up from a nap with an alarming sense that I had not watched over it carefully enough. As I reached for the pouch containing all my jewelry I had a vague image of it falling out. But the clouds of sleep hadn’t cleared enough for me to catch its warning and when I heard a dull clink on the ground I knew exactly what had happened. The second most precious thing I had brought with me had been broken in two, and I was again, put into a state of shock. Although a little glue might help make it presentable again, I sense now that the energy of that little stone pendant has been released, and with it the power of the memory.

Anecdote number three. Or shall I say, warning thrice ignored.

Usually, I put my little handheld computer that I received as a gift from a Japanese friend, along with the portable keyboard and SD card reader, in a little orange pouch. Usually, I put the SD cards with all my files I have ever written in my wallet separate from the computer. Usually, when I was going anywhere with the computer I put both the orange pouch and my wallet in my purse which is always slung around one shoulder and across my chest. Usually I never leave anything of value on my doorstep. And usually, there is a guard nearby anyway.

Usually.

One morning two weeks ago, from behind a mangle of bushes and wire a thief had patiently peered into the Umoja grounds for who knows how long. He chose his perch wisely for he could easily see both doors to the main building as well as the porch to the guesthouse where I was living.

That day, I was getting ready to run and catch a daladala heading to Makumira to teach history and had been peddling back and forth between my guest house and the main building in my preparations. For some reason, that day, I hadn’t put the orange pouch containing my small computer in my purse. I had put it in my black book bag. And for some reason I had also put my SD cards inside the orange pouch instead of in my wallet. Then, at one point I had taken the black bag and put it outside my room. The thief might have noticed a slight hesitation before I lowered the bag to the ground and then locked my door. And he might have even caught my sideways glance at the bag as I ran for the last time back to the kitchen to grab my lunch box. What he couldn’t see was the silent conversation that occurred between that voice and myself. It had been a foreboding so slight, yet clear enough to stall my movement ever so briefly in reconsideration. Luckily for the thief, the inertia of other impeding thoughts pushed me on my way, leaving the bag alone on the doorstep. And luckily for the thief, right at that same moment, our guard had entered to main building to help move tables back inside from the previous days art exhibition.

I never did end up going to Makumira that day. I spent the entire morning at the police station, which is a story in itself (just imagine a place where bribes are as common as thieves and reports are filed on scraps of paper with no computer in sight). However, I was surprised upon my return to Umoja to see that everyone from Makumira had come to me instead. Maybe because of this immediate outpouring of emotional support by these friends, within days I recovered from the loss of what I thought was the third most precious possession in Tanzanaia; “thought” being the key word here, because it is, in fact, replaceable.

Unfortunately, what is irreplaceable are the hours and hours of work, including an extensive blog entry about my trip to Bagamoyo that I had taken in December as well as the pictures from my trip to Zanzibar, many of them capturing the essence of the place in ways that words cannot. Instead, I will have to express Bagamoyo through images (check out the Bagamoyo album to the right) and eventually, Zanzibar through words.

That voice has now returned to its rightful place in my consciousness. Having remembered the depth of its wisdom, I happily take its advice and follow its impulses, however subtle they might be. And usually, I am able to interpret the meaning of its message. Usually.

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

Daladala


Daladala, originally uploaded by kasias pics.

Daladala
won't you stop for me,
white washed mama, dada of thee?

Shoulders snug, knees a squeeze,
Looking in, a breeze
Looking out at these
people grilling corn
standing stale, lifting pails
of water, wood, beans, bananas
coke, smoke and yolk

I see us living, washing shoes
selling booze, building beds
and braiding heads

I see us living, craning necks
out wagon windows
thumping codes to let on widows
clicking change to barter fares
tucking children with weighted care

and all for what?

To go from here to there
with time or not to spare
To share the air while looking to see

To share the seat with you,
mama, dada of me




Note on language:
Daladala is a form of tranportation akin to a bus -which is actually a glorified Japanese mini-van stuffed with as many people as there are sardines in a can, with the conductor juggling change in one hand and the other maintaining his balance as he hangs out the window watching for waiting riders perched at any point on the road.

And dada means "sister" in Swahili and is a common title given to any woman you might meet or greet. The affection it implies is felt as it rolls of the tongue and your eyes met hers.....

Sunday, 1 March 2009

ウモジャ ハイライト 2008


Umoja Highlights 2008, originally uploaded by kasias pics.



時々ジュマが庭で踊っているのを見かけます。ジュマはウモジャ校内の管理人で、いつもはひどく真剣に仕事に取り組んでいる彼の、そんな一瞬を目撃すると,ここの空気には魔法の何かが混ざっているとしか思えません。その魔法の何かによって、子供たちはウモジャに入ってくると、経済的な格差や人種の差、いつもの警戒心等を脱ぎ捨てて、すぐに誰もがまるでここに住んでいるかの様に自由に走り回ります。大人たちはそれを見て、あらためて、差別や心配事から解放されたこんな自由があることを実感するのです。

アルーシャでは「いろんなことが起こっている」という言い回しは、例えばタイヤが(また)パンクしたり、水道管が(また)破裂したり、ハイウェイの真ん中で爺さんが自転車で転んだり(”また”転びませんように)した時に使われるのですが、ここウモジャでは、今までは八方ふさがりだった事が、やっと動き出して、勢いがついた時に起こる興奮状態を表すときに使われます。そしてそのエネルギーによって巻き起こる旋風は、ウモジャの建物の中から外のステージの上へ、そして門を越えて外の世界へと広がります。ほんの2ヶ月前にこの「いろんなことが起こっている」真っ只中に着地して、旋風に飛ばされて、緑鮮やかなクリスマス休暇に突入し、頭の上では星がぐるぐる回っていました。でも、静かな大地に落ち着いて、恐る恐る目を開けてみると、星はゆったりと、深い夜空に輝いていました。これから私がウモジャで過ごす時間に起こること、出来る事を啓示するように輝いていました。ここで、今までにあったことを報告します。

ウモジャでは
毎週、子供たちや大人たちが、ギターやヴァイオリンやチェロや、歌声や踊る足や、追究する手 - 心の中の声を探していたり、色や線を追い求めたり - と共にやって来ます。例えば、土曜日、ステージの上では子供たちが飛び跳ねていて、ヴァイオリンの教室ではまねっこ遊びをしていたり、ゲストハウスではチェロの即興、そして壁に原色の音符を描く子供たち。
私は、そんなチェロの騒ぎの真っ只中に居るのですが、私の様々な生徒達をご紹介するのは、もう少し落ち着いて、教育方針が見えて来るまで待ってください。このブログの右側のUmoja Highlights のリンクで私の7人の生徒達の写真が見られます。

この生徒達に絵筆と黄色いペンキをつめた水鉄砲を与えて、私が居ない間に自由にチェロのスタジオの壁の装飾をしてね、と言って戻ってみると、なんと足跡が床以外のところにもあるとっても表現豊かなチェロ・スタジオの改装が出来ていました!この、子供たちにペンキを塗らせると言うアイデアは、土曜日の午後にやっている「ウモジャ美化作戦」というワークショップ(これはスペイン人のデザイナー、ロティオの指導で、毎週地元の子供たちが白塗りの壁に色をつけていくというワークショップなのですが)から思いつきました。Photobucket"> 良かったのか悪かったのかはさておき、子供たちの創造性に火をつけた結果になりました。ちょっと、グリーンの色合いが牛の糞に似すぎていたという反省はありますが、ブルーのアクセントと、一番”グリーン”が集中していたところに絨毯から作った大きいチェロ(これは防音にもなるし、リサイクル芸術でもあるという一石二鳥です)を付けたら、他のクラスの子供たちが窓からのぞいて「かっこいい!ライザ先生も私たちにヴァイオリンのスタジオをやらせてくれないかな!」というものが出来上がりました。
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生徒達のリサイタル: 生徒達は毎週のレッスンの他に、2週間ごとに友達や親達や近所の人達の為にコンサートをしています。「私達は、完全な芸術的発展の為に、学習の段階の一部として、生徒は学習の成果を公表しなければならないと信じている」とライザは言っています。何も付け加える必要なし、ですね。

OPUS (作品) 1: ここに着いて2週間もたたないうちに、ウモジャのオーパス・コンサートで演奏家としてデビューしました。この「オーパス」コンサートは、地元の皆さんに、国際級の革新的な、ウモジャの教師達や様々なジャンル、文化、スタイルのゲストの演奏を紹介する為に、定期的に行っていく予定です。第一回の「オーパス1」は、モーツアルトのチェロとヴァイオリンの為の2重奏から、ギター、ベース、サックスのラスタ風ジャズ・トリオ、ヴァイオリンと現代舞踊、私の編曲した日本の琴の「六段」によるチェロ独奏(これは大変な評判で、これからのコンサートで、チェロ、ギターと声楽の為に編曲した作品も紹介する予定です)まで、盛りだくさんでした。さらに、演奏者、ダンサーと観衆一体になって即興演奏もしました。この経験は言葉ではとても説明しきれません。「オーパス2」への期待がますます膨らんでいきます。

第二回募金集めのパーティ: 春に行ったウモジャ開校時の第一回パーティに続いて、2007年第2回目のパーティが行われました。ウモジャはアルーシャでは注目の場所になっています。想像してみて下さい。ダルエスサラーム出身の世界的に有名な女性彫刻家、ムワンデールMwandale氏(右に彼女のウェブサイトをリンクしました)の作品群、提燈で照らされた芝生の中のバーにはオードブル、そしてデザイナー、ロティオのタンザニアの織物を使ったスペイン風ファッションショーが始まり、パーティーはテクニカラーに炸裂していきました。Photobucket"> ファッションショーの後にはジャズバンドが登場し、夜が深まって、空のワイングラスと空いた席の真ん中で最後の一人が踊りながら去っていくまで続く演奏。Photobucket"> 私も、空間を埋め尽くすラテン音楽に合わせて腰をふって、素敵な濃い紫のパッションフルーツのドレスでファッションショーに参加しました(だから写真が一枚も無いのですが)。アルーシャの隅々から沢山の人が集まったこのイヴェントで、2008年春から予定されている地元の学校での奉仕活動を始める為に充分な資金が集められました。(この活動についてはまた報告します)ウモジャはアルーシャのコミュニティーで深く根を張り始めました

キャンドル・ワークショップ: 日本を発つ少し前に、クロスカルチャーパフォーマンスグループ、8(ヤツ)オーケストラのプロデューサーのヤッピーから、11月の半ばに、アルーシャからたった6時間(この大陸のスケールで言えば、とても近い)のケニアのナイロビで孤児やストリート・チルドレンの為にキャンドル作りのワークショップをしに行く予定になっていると聞きました。アルーシャに来た私はすぐに、誰もが参加できるイヴェントの企画を始めました。それは、マクミラ大学のアフリカ・アンサンブルと、地元のろうけつ染めの作家と、聖タデウス・カトリック教会の修道女と、孤児たちをタダで収容している地元の学校と、ヤッピーのコラボレーションと言う形で実現しました。.

Photobucket">当日のイヴェントは二つのワークショップの同時進行という形になりました。ひとつは、ステージでマクミラ大学の音楽家たちによるタンザニアの民族楽器とダンスの実演とレッスン。もうひとつは、庭の木陰でヤッピーのつめたい蝋から作るキャンドルのワークショップ。ウモジャ本館では、聖タデウス教会の子供たちの作品や、伝統的ろうけつ染めの展示。陽が暮れかかる頃、全員がステージに集まって、子供たちがセットアップした蝋燭、マクミラの演奏、チェロとリタング(民族楽器のリード)とマリンバのジャム・セッション、そして最後に以前のワークショップで習った歌と踊りに皆が参加、と盛り上って行きました。アルーシャの周りから来た孤児たち、音楽に興味のあるお金持ちの外国人と、様々な人達が参加したこのイヴェント。ウモジャの魔法はそんな違いを忘れさせ、皆が自分の本質に戻ることが出来るのです。孤児たちはつぎあてや繕いだらけの、でも一番の晴れ着を着て、恥ずかしがっておとなしくしているようでしたが、ドラムを見たとたんに、エネルギーいっぱいの元気な子供に戻っていました。帰る頃には、顔いっぱいに笑顔が広がって、口々にまた来たいと言いながら、ウモジャの同僚のぎゅう詰めのランド・ローヴァーの窓から、手を振って帰っていきました。

忙しい時間を割いて、アルーシャまで来てくれたヤッピーに心からの感謝を伝えたいと思います。52個の蝋燭をはじめ、すべての材料を寄付して下さり、さらに日本から子供用の1/2サイズのチェロを持って来て下さいました。このチェロはずっと新しいチェロを待っていた8歳のタンザニア人の生徒、フランシスに貸し出されました。Asante Sana, ヤッピー!
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ウモジャの外で:
クリスマス・フェア: ウモジャは、2日間に渡って大々的にケニアやタンザニア全国から集まったアーティストや職人達を集めて行われたクリスマス・フェア等のコミュニティーのイヴェント等にも参加しています。この会場の真ん中に陣取ったウモジャのテントでは、タレント 539;ショー、生徒達による演奏、絵のコンテストなどが行われました。
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キャンドルライトとクリスマス・キャロル: このチャリティ・イヴェントにウモジャは選ばれたNPOとして参加しました。タンザニアの無限に広がる夜空の下、キャンドルの明かりと共に芝生に座った人々の前で、生徒達の演奏やウモジャの大人たちの合唱団による聖歌の合唱などを披露しました。

****右上のUmoja Highlights 2008リンクをクリックすると沢山の写真が見られます。言葉だけでは表現しきれない出来事を、写真で補っています。是非見て下さい。
でも、これらの企画を実現させる為には、写真には現れない沢山の事が行われています。ライザの、ウモジャ誕生の土台となった奉仕活動への私の敬意はすでに述べましたが、この尊敬の念は、キャンドル・ワークショップの企画を実際に自分でやってみて、いよいよ深まりました。

例えば、ここタンザニアでは、電話やe-mail によるコミュニケーションは、役に立たないのです。何度も何度も面会して、打ち合わせして、計画や了承事項をチェックして、さらに念を押さなければ何も進まないのです。カトリックの修道女とは3度打ち合わせをしました。さらに教会の孤児たちにも会いに行きました。ろうけつ染めの作者とは6回、聖タデウス教会とは4・5回。マクミラ大学のアフリカ・アンサンブルの演奏を可能にする為には、複数の伝を使って計画しなければなりませんでした。
ヤッピーとの沢山のe-mail でのやり取り、彼らの宿泊先と食事の手配、展示物の手配、協力してくれた人達の食事の手配とその買い物、ウモジャの職員との会議、受け持ちの分担、等等、一週間ぶっ続けで走り回って、当日は朝6時から、たまねぎの皮をむいたり、展示物の最終チェック、ヤッピーや子供たちの送迎、ワークショップ・演奏・食事の流れの監督。これは渡し一人の力では出来ませんでした。沢山の人達の協力があったから出来たのです。

色々な事を身をもって学びました。ろうけつ染めの作者はぎりぎりになって作品を持ってきたのですが、何とか使える作品はたったの4つだけでした。何度も何度も打ち合わせを繰り返したにもかかわらず、当日、一台のバスいっぱいに乗ってくるはずだった子供たちは、現れませんでした。でもいい勉強をしたと思います。この経験を土台にしてこれからの計画を進めていきます。沢山のコンタクトが出来たし、もっと広げていくやる方も分りました。これからも私のエネルギーを向ける方向や可能性などを書き込んでいきます。私の努力は全速力での発展するウモジャの推進力の一部になることは間違いありません。

Wednesday, 24 December 2008

Umoja Highlights 2008


Umoja Highlights 2008, originally uploaded by kasias pics.



I sometimes catch Juma dancing in the garden. He is the caretaker of the Umoja grounds and considering the seriousness with which he goes about his work, the only explanation for such moments of inhibition is that there's something in the air. And it is this something which causes children, upon entering this place, to shed their protective skin and with it any label of economic status or race and run around like they own the place (which they do), and causes the bigger people to rediscover such freedom from care and discrimination.

"Things are happening" is the saying used around Arusha, especially when one gets a flat tire (again) or the water main bursts (again) or an old man falls from his bike in the middle of the highway (hopefully never again). But here, at Umoja, such a phrase takes on the meaning usually associated with it - that of the inevitable excitement of things once seemingly to be going nowhere, now finally moving and quickly gaining momentum. And the energy generated by such motion swirls both inside Umoja's walls and outside on the stage and rushes out the gate into the awaiting community. Just under two months ago I landed right in the middle of the action and have come out spinning onto the grassy lawn of Christmas break with stars circling my head. However, once the stillness of the earth convinced me I could reopen my eyes I found that the stars had also slowed and shown bright as if against a deep and knowing night sky. They were stars of inspiration and have illuminated what will and can happen during my stay here at Umoja. But first here's a look at all that is and has happened.....

Inside Umoja:
EVERY WEEK: children and adults alike come with guitars, violins, cellos, their singing voices, dancing feet and searching hands.....some searching for what they hear in their heart to find a voice and still others to make sense of color and line. Come any Saturday, for example, and there will be children leaping across the stage while a group of violins plays follow the leader in a classroom, the cellos improvise in the guesthouse and children paint music notes in primary colors across the walls.

I find myself, of course, in the middle of the cello commotion, but in order to give a proper introduction of all my students I will wait till a bit more of the dust has cleared and the full details of teaching such a diverse group can be discussed at length. Check out the Umoja Highlights link to the right to view pictures of all seven of my musketeers.

When I unleashed a handful from this group armed with paint brushes and a watergun full of yellow paint, I quickly ran for cover and returned to find a VERY expressive redecorating of the cello studio, complete with foot prints in places other than on the floor. The idea to let the kids do the paint job was actually sparked by the ongoing Saturday afternoon "Let's Beautify Umoja" workshop, where local children come in and, guided by Spanish designer Rothio, add color to what were once white washed walls. Photobucket"> For better or for worse, I just happened to give my kids complete creative license, wishing later only that I hadn't mixed a green that came so close to resembling cow dung. However, once the blue accents were added and a large cello made of carpet (serving as both a sound absorber and an exercise in recycled art) took its place over the most concentrated areas of "green", other students looked in through the windows and exclaimed, "Cool! Wish Liza would let us do that in the violin studio!" Photobucket">

STUDENT RECITALS: Besides weekly lessons, students also have the opportunity to perform every two weeks for a warm audience of friends, parents and community members. As stated by Liza, "We believe that in order for artistic development to be holistic, students must expose their work to the public as part of the learning process." Need anything more be said?

OPUS 1: Less than two weeks after I arrived I made my debut as a performer in the first of Umoja's "Opus" concert series. Designed to expose the surrounding community to innovative and world-class performances, the series brings together the artist-faculty of Umoja with guest artists from all and any genre, culture and stylistic background. "Opus 1" had everything from Mozart cello and violin duets to a rasta infused jazz trio of guitar, bass and sax; from a contemporary violin and dance duet to my solo cello rendition of the ancient Japanese koto work, Rokudan (which was so well received that we plan to perform my transcription of it for cello, guitar and voice in an upcoming Opus concert). And in the middle of the program we had an improvisation that involved everyone, including all the musicians, the dancer and the audience, as well as pieces of white paper and a dozen roses. Any explanation wouldn't come close to what actually happened. Let's just say "Opus 2" is awaited by all with growing anticipation....

FUNDRAISER PARTY Take Two: For the second time this year, the first being the Grand Opening Party last spring, Umoja became the place to be in all of Arusha. Imagine if you will, an art opening featuring the female sculptor Mwandale from Dar es Salaam, whose work has been shown world-wide (see the Mwandale link on the right), a full bar lit by lanterns on the lawn and or`dourves to match.Photobucket"> But that's not it, the evening bursts into technicolor when a fashion show featuring Rothio's Spanish influenced designs, using traditional Tanzanian textiles, takes to the stage (check out the Umande Kangas link on the right). And following the show, a line up of jazz bands appear from behind the curtain and play into the night until the last stragglers are left dancing alone amongst empty chairs and forgotten wine glasses. Photobucket"> I myself walked down the catwalk (which is why I have no pictures) shaking my hips to the Latin soundtrack that filled the air and came away with a fabulous dress of deep purple passion fruit. The event, which actually did bring in people from every corner of Arusha, raised enough money for Umoja to begin phase one of their Local Schools Outreach Initiative starting early next year (more details in an upcoming post) and deepened the roots of Umoja in the Arusha community.

CANDLE WORKSHOP: Just before I left Japan, Yapi, the producer of the multi-disciplinary and cross cultural performing group in which I had been involved, told me that he just so happened be going in mid-November to Nairobi, Kenya, which is just a mere six hours away from Arusha (very close considering the scope of the continent). He said he would be doing a candle making workshop for street kids and orphans. So, soon after my arrival in Arusha I set out to organize a free event which turned out to be a collaboration with the Africa Ensemble from Makumira University, a local batik artist, a Catholic nun, St. Thadeus, a local school that boards orphans for free, and Yapi.

Photobucket">That day there were two simultaneous workshops: one lead by the Makumira musicians on the stage, demonstrating and teaching about Tanzanian traditional instruments and dance; and the other lead by Yappi under the trees in the gardens, showing how to make cold wax candles. Exhibited in the main building were traditional batiks and the artwork of children from the St. Thadeus. When the sun was setting, everyone gathered on the stage for an evening performance featuring a candle design set up by the children, Makumira showing off their best, a cello, litungu (traditional lyre) and marimba jam session and a final dance and song, which was learned by everyone during the previous workshop. Those who came varied from orphans from the outskirts of Arusha to wealthy ex-pats with a love of music. But the magic of Umoja is that such differences soon melt away so that only the true self is exposed. The orphans had come in their Sunday best, albeit recycled with holes and tares, and were seemingly shy and quiet. But no sooner had they spotted the drums did they forget themselves and exhibit the unreserved energy of all who are young. When they left, smiles beaming, they were begging to come back and waved at me through the window as they drove away, stuffed in my collegues land rover.

I cannot finish without expressing my sincere gratitude for Yapi making the journey to Arusha, volunteering his time and donating all the materials, including 52 of his own candles. As if that weren't enough he also came with a brand new 1/2 size cello which, much to his delight, was lent to Francis, my 8 year-old Tanzanian student who was badly in need of an uprgade. Asante Sana, Yapi!Photobucket">

Outside Umoja:
Christmas Fair: Umoja has also extended its presence in the community by participating in events like
the Christmas Fair, which is a huge two-day event bringing together artists, artisans and business from all over Tanzania and Kenya. Umoja had a tent right in the middle and entertained the crowds with a talent show, a performance given by all our students and an art competition. Photobucket">

Carols By Candlelight: Umoja was also the featured NPO for a this holiday charity event. Again, there were performances by our students as well as a carol sing-a-long lead by the Umoja adult choir. And as the name suggests, it was done by candlelight with everyone sitting on the grass under the limitless Tanzanian sky.

****For all that has been described above there are pictures you can view by clicking on the Umoja Highlights 2008 link to the right and I HIGHLY recommend that you take a look. Words are never enough and the images will help fill in the blanks where words have failed.

However, what pictures are not there, are those which show the behind the scenes of everything that goes into making all this happen. I have already expressed my deep respect for Liza's initial outreach which solidified the relationships on which Umoja was built. And it was deepened even further with my firsthand experience in organizing the Candle Making Workshop.

Here are some details just to give you an idea. To begin with, here in Tanzania, communicating by phone or email is not enough. You must meet with people face to face, not once, not twice, but many times to discuss and check and recheck agreements and plans. I met with the Catholic nun Sister Rosy three times, once to meet her orphans, the batik artist half a dozen times, and those at St. Thadues four or five times. And I went through several channels of permission and planning to get the Africa Ensemble from Makumira be able to come out.

Then there was the constant emailing with Yapi, the setting up of his accommodations and meals, the preparation of the exhibition, the buying and cooking of food for all the artists and orphans involved and meetings with all the directors of Umoja to delegate who was going to do what to make it all happen. I ran around none stop for a week and was up at six on the day of, peeling onions, doing last minute touch ups on the exhibition, escorting Yapi and the children, and managing the time and flow of the workshops, performance and food. Needless to say, I could never have done it alone, and it was a success only due to the fact that so many people were right there with me lending a hand whenever possible.

It was a sharp learning curve and many things I learned the hard way: the batik artist only produced four pieces worth showing (at the last minute) and a whole bus load of children never showed up, despite the fact I had met with all the appropriate people coutless of times. However, I now have that experience to stand on when I take on the challenges which lie ahead, as well as a growing network of contacts and a better understanding of how to keep it growing. Do stay tuned for a post in the near future about all the new possibilities and inspirations of where I will direct my energies next. Believe me, they will be part of the Umoja's momemtum that is barrreling full speed ahead.